FUTURE WOMB

I'm pitifully delicate Lost in no one else's space but mine I'm floating around I'm loaded up on uncut hurt that breaks me down and slowly cuts me up My memory kills I need to put my pieces back and try to live a life that I once knew I'll find a way I'll find a way I'm bored and tired Give me some life I sure need it... to make me happy... I'm dreaming of a future womb A place of warmth that I can fit inside to hibernate in I'll penetrate the ritual and clean off all the cobwebs on my brain Remove all the gloom And when I'm up and feeling new I'll promise me to leave the past behind and fly away I'll fly away I'm bored and tired Give me some life I sure need it to make me happy I'm bored and tired Give me some life I sure need it for me to figure me out... so... so... So cure me now Make me complete Don't let me go wandering in the dark where I was alone no no no no no Soon to be a newer version of me Can't believe I'm really able to breathe I have waited all my life to be out of sad and into happy My misery days keep calling my name But I don't want to go back there again 'Cause I have a chance to let go of the pain And I don't want to feel it anymore My misery days keep calling my name But I don't have to go back there again I'm out of my cage and flying away And I am never coming back again