Monotone

To tow solitude deep in the heart Always living in a world of loneliness nobody views Every time these worlds are coming in contact I feel it within Oh, I'm grasping it now Oh, I'm remembering now In our childhood memory lane, way back in time When protected by pure innocence at its prime The names we called each other or the promises of days to come It was enough for us to think about the world as being as one The things we cannot understand And the things we cannot overlook are now (Increasing, one, two, still piling up) Every single time it happened I even gave up on hoping we could ever reach mutual trust Just forgot about that To tow solitude deep in the heart Separated and each living in a world nobody views When I think we got so close to each other But we're drifting apart And, every time, as it restarts I realize it is so lonely in my heart I cannot, oh, we cannot Ever stop looking for someone else, again and again It's because inside we're still not mature enough To deal with the fact that we could still be all alone With loneliness, we'd carry on The pasted scenes set at the back of our class They show us the different hues in sight Looking at the same sceneries Each one of us drew something new And we all have a different view And they will never overlap Although they look alike, they never will Well, if you judge everybody with the ideal image in your mind Measuring the distance from it Imitating love for your inner greed And chasing fantasies of something unreal But every time I'm checking, it grows unpleasant And every time I'm longing, it's selfish intent And each time I lost it, I became a coward I don't wish for more than now Everything is good as it is So please, I want you to stay Don't want you to go away Maintaining our distances vague, as everything remains undefined I believed it was how we grow and turn into a grown-up Here I am, here I am Always running away because I'm afraid of being hurt The truth is, deep inside within me, hope abides Still want to believe now To tow solitude deep in the heart Everyone lives all alone in separate worlds, all outta view That is why we join up our hands And so, we begin to communicate We're saying that we're not alone And yet, we're so misleading and so vague with each other Oh, one day, oh, one day All the loneliness I had to feel, enwrapped in solitude And all the pain I'm holding within Inside of my heart will accrue If only kindness could abound If I could put trust in those around To tow lonely tones, all alone And everyone is on their own When they felt the need of understanding each other My heart and yours Right at the moment they touched Briefly, I saw the world coming together as one