Wide Awake

I feel the cold setting in, I feel the goosebumps all over my skin, I start to fear the worse, i'm feeling so low, I shouldn't feel like this in my own home. Feels like my teeth are falling out, from all the giberish that's been pouring out my mouth, what was i thinking, what was i doing with that milf, my chin is exhausted, man it was time for filth. and its... not a good way to start the day, I know its done me no good, I dont wanna face the world, but i know that i should. Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be lying in my bed my thought racing. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. And i feel that chill back in the air, Tho i cant see noone, i feel their stare, they've sus out my name, know everything i've done. and this could be our secret, if they just dont tell noone. and its... not a good way to start the day, I know its done me no good, I dont wanna face the world, but i know that i should. Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be lying in my bed my thought racing. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. Like they always have been. and the suns gone down and i want it to rise, lets me know that i've survived. every noise runs down my spine. keep the? to check the time. i need the time for conversation, rack my brain for explanations, need you here just holding me, shield me so they'll leave me be but that's the way i'll always be. and that's the way it's always been. and that's the way it'll always be. and that's the way it'll always be. and that's the way it'll always be. and that's the way it'll always be. and its... not a good way to start the day, I know its done me no good, I dont wanna face the world, but i know that i should. Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be lying in my bed my thought racing. Like they always have been. not a good way to start the day, I know its done me no good, I dont wanna face the world, but i know that i should. Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be lying in my bed my thought racing. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. Like they always have been. need you here just holding me, need you here just holding me, need you here just holding me, need you here just holding me,