what's it for

i'm not too sure that i can go much farther i'm really not sure things are even getting better i'm so tired of the me that has to disagree and so tired of the me that's in control i woke up to see the sun shining all around me how could it shine down on me? you'd think that it would notice i can't take anymore i had to ask myself, “what's it really for?” everything i tried to do, it didn't matter and now i might be better off just rolling over cause you know i tried so hard but couldn't change a thing and it hurts so much i might as well let go i can't really take the sun shining all around me why would it shine down on me? you'd think that it would notice i no longer believe can't help tellin' myself, “it don't mean a thing” i woke up to see the sun shining all around me how could it shine down on me? sun shining all it's beauty why would it shine down on me you'd think that it would notice i can't take anymore just had to ask myself “what's it really for?”