Hard Times featuring Black Thought

So many hard times... Cold, cold eyes upon me they stare People all around me and they're all in fear They don't seem to want me but they won't admit I must be some kind of creature up here having fits From my part of the house, I'm afraid to come outside Although I'm filled with love I'm afraid they'll hurt my pride So I play the part I feel they want of me And I pull the shades so I don't see them seein' me Havin' hard times, in this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found Havin' hard times, in this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found From my part of the house, I feel like meetin' others Familiar faces, creed and race, a brother To my surprise I find a man corrupt Although he be my brother, he wants to hold me up Havin' hard times, in this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found Havin' hard times, in this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found (Check it out) 17 years and counting Tryna climb up the wrong side of the mountain Friends warned me Imma have to do it without them No problem really it was never about them So my house I never come out from Cuz everyday in a drop could've a shout of doubt come I'm better doing whatever if the better is my outcome The city is like Audubon Ballroom Waitin on Malcolm Cuz people wanna see my blood flow like fountains I got nowhere to go and I still feel like bouncing I'm looking for the closest window I can raft from For the highest speaker box that I can shout from And I'm hoping to feel like some of this is real But it's no hope we do it but the spoken of will I'm breakin the wall tryna find out open to steal Havin hard times tryna climbing over the hill So many hard times... Sleepin' on motel floors Knockin' on my brother's door Eatin' Spam, Oreo, drinkin' Thunderbird baby Yeah... In this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found Havin' hard times, in this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found Havin' hard times, in this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found Havin' hard times, in this crazy town Havin' hard times, there's no love to be found So many hard times... Sleepin' on motel floors Knockin' on my brother's door Eatin' Spam, Oreo, drinkin' Thunderbird baby I don't wanna do it no more No no no no no I don't wanna go back there no more I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna...