Letter to betrayer

How I wish I could peer her real intentions I know It's unreasonable wish. All of her beautiful lies will collapse fragilly I know It's not hold good no more. How I wish I could live my life again. I get back the past, I prove all of her lies were wrong. It would have been possible for her to notice, It's just her imagination if I had told Does she imagine that I'm not aware of all her beautiful lies. Promise what she exchanged with me My wish what I said to her. A promise land where she told with me. All of her beautiful lies took my pride to pieces. However hard I think. I don't know who is the fool. Is it foolish of her to deceive me? I'll live out of earshot of her beautiful lies.