IF ONLY

i thought it wasn't wrong to hide from you, the simple truth, i was scared. i'd felt it all along but it hurt too much for me to share... if only i had been less blind i'd have someone to hold on to. if only i could change your mind. if only i had known. if only i had you. i finally understand why things have happened and how it all could go so wrong. will this pain ever end 'cause i don't think i can carry on... if only i had been less blind i'd have someone to hold on to. if only i could change your mind. if only i had known. if only i had you. if only i had you. if only i had you. if only i had been less blind i'd have someone to hold on to. if only i could have spoke my mind. if only it were true, we could start brand new, i know i'd make it through. if only i had you. if only i had you. if only i had you...