neophobia

Standing on the edge of my intention looking down into my hell and all I see are people in destruction begging for an answer But above the hate they carry on in silence they believe the only voice inside and it's not another nightmare of how you'll surrender your life today I hear their voices now a pain awake again Feel their eyes as you run but you cannot hide so you gotta release your soul tonight, yeah This is my hell I live to tell the only story of how I betrayed my own direction There's nowhere to go in time you'll know you gotta live to die This is my hell and time will tell the only story of how I forgave my own deception There's nowhere to go in time you'll know today you've gotta die to keep yourself alive You live, you die, and life goes on Staring at the sight of my reflection broken by these silent screams and all I feel are shards of imperfection piercing through my dreams But another night I've wasted in defiance I believe the only voice inside and it's just another nightmare of how I'll surrender my life today I feel their presence now a fear that takes me in All the sins, all the lies that you can't deny so you gotta release your soul tonight, yeah This is my hell I live to tell the only story of how I betrayed my own direction There's nowhere to go in time you'll know you gotta live to die This is my hell and time will tell the only story of how I forgave my own deception There's nowhere to go in time you'll know today you've gotta die to keep yourself alive You bleed, you bleed, you bleed, your heart is bleeding you're on your knees you're praying now for all the sins and the tragedies you've buried deep You breathe, you breathe, you breathe, your soul is breathing and now you feel the burn inside so take your life and make it right This is my hell I live to tell the only story of how I betrayed my own direction There's nowhere to go in time you'll know you gotta live to die This is my hell and time will tell the only story of how I forgave my own deception There's nowhere to go in time you'll know today you've gotta die to keep yourself alive You live, you die, and life goes on You live, you die, and life goes on This is the life you chose and you know the story must go on