STAN Featuring DIDO〈RADIO EDIT〉

My teas gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain fall down my window and I cav't see at all Even if I could it would all be Gray, but your pictures on my wall It reminds me that It's not so bad, it's not so bad My teas gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain fall down my window and I cav't see at all Even if I could it would all be Gray, but your pictures on my wall It reminds me that It's not so bad, it's not so bad Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not of got em There probably was problem at the post office of something Sometimes I scribble addresses to sloppy when I jot em But anyway, fuck it, what's been up man? How's your daughter? My girlfriends pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm gonna call her, I'm gonna name her Bonnie I read about your uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably here this every day, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, tha shit was fat Anyway, I hope you get this man, Hit me back, just too chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, mr. Stan My teas gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain fall down my window and I cav't see at all Even if I could it would all be Gray, but your pictures on my wall It reminds me that It's not so bad, it's not so bad Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have the chance I ain't mad, I just think that it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside the concert youdidn't have to But you could have signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only 6 years old We waited for you in the blistering cold for you For four hours and youjust said no That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin ido! He wants to be just like man, he likes you more than I do Sometimes I even cut myself too see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline; the painis such a sudden rush to me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause I tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she donn't know you like I know you Slim, no one does She doesn't know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'l ever loose Sincerely yours. Stan. P.S. we should be together too My teas gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain fall down my window and I cav't see at all Even if I could it would all be Gray, but your pictures on my wall It reminds me that It's not so bad, it's not so bad Dear Mr. I'm too good to call or write my fans This will be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I donl deserve it I know you got the last two letters, I wrote the addresses on them perfect So this is my cassette I'm sendin you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now; I'm doin 90 on the freeway I loved you Slim, We could have been together, think about it You ruined it now I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, (screams), shut up bitch I'm tryin to talk Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat; I just tied her up, see I ain't like you Cause when she suffocates she'll suffer more then she'll die too Well, gotta go I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this tape out? Dear Stan, I meant to write yousooner but I've just been busy You said your girfriends busy now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that And here's an autograph for your brother, wrote it on a starter cap I'm sorryI didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrist too I say that shit just clownin, dog, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling To help your ass from bouncin off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us meant to be together That type of shit will make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girfriend need each other Or maybe you just need you treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'lll be doing just fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad, try to understand thatI do want you as a fan I just don'twant you to do some crazy shit I sent his one shit one the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape buy they didn't say who it was to Came to think about it, his name was, it was you.... DAMN