Counting all the days

Once again I'm all alone Another winter left out in the cold It's been so long since you've been gone Still I wait here for you Walk the streets of this lonely town I'll be alright I'll make it on my own I have no need for sympathy from you or anybody else Just want you to know On the day that you left for a place far away Said you needed to follow your dreams I struggle but I can't let you go I'm counting out the days you've been gone I'm thinking of the things we used to do And nothing is the same since you've gone I'm thinking of you I'm counting out the days you've been gone I'm talking to myself alone in the dark I tell myself it's over, lying to myself I still love you so Don't you ever wonder how I'm spending my days without you Just maybe I'm seeing someone new No time to wait, procrastinate Just when you feel you need me, don't look, I'll be gone And I just can't accept why don't you understand What I'm feeling for you is real, oh why can't you see I'm counting out the days you've been gone The thoughts inside my head spin round and round And nothing is the same since you've gone Can't smile without you I'm counting out the days you've been gone I've cried a thousand tears I can't go on And even though it's hopeless I can't deny the truth That I still love you so I'm counting out the days you've been gone And even though you're oh so far away I'm longing for the touch of your hand I wish that you were here with me today I'm feeling oh so hopeless and alone I struggle with this pain I just can't bear I'm searching for a hope, someone that can take me home But there's nobody there I'm counting out the days you've been gone I'm thinking of the things we used to do And nothing is the same since you've gone The sleepless nights they never seem to end I'm counting out the days you've been gone This winter wind it chills me through and through I tell myself it's over, lying to myself But I'm still missing you I'm counting out the days you've been gone I'm counting out the days you've been gone