Again

I haven't been myself lately, I don't blame you for not wanting to stay. Saying things that I don't mean, Not meaning what I say. When it's good, it's so good, When it's bad, it's SO BAD. Even when I knew what I had What am I supposed to say, when I end up driving everyone away? Cause, I am on fire, A crying, burning liar, Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself, And I'm the one with the lighter Every inch of me is charred, God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart, again, again And you're never coming back, And I'm not okay with that, and I should've never let myself get attached, again, again again, again again, again again, again What's done is done, And nothing's gonna change. I should be moving on, But I still feel the same. And it's like every day is a fight for my life to get some self control, And when you've forgotten who I am, it just feels, it just feels.... I'm nobody at all. I found myself hitting the ground, I didn't breathe in case I'd drown I should have known When to let go and when to see who I was being Again, again, again I am on fire, A crying burning liar, Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself, And I'm the one with the lighter Every inch of me is charred, God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart, again, again And you're never coming back, And I'm not okay with that, and I should've never let myself get... Every inch of me is charred, God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart, again, again And you're never coming back, And I'm not okay with that, and I should've never let myself get attached, again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again And you're never coming back, And I'm not okay with that, and I should've never let myself get attached Again, again