EXPECTATIONS

I drove really fast before I hit the wall I was punch drunk, spinnin' round, headlong for a fall Do or die now, got scared, so I stalled You can have it all Your eyes inside the back of my mind Stars collide to see who outshines Your eyes inside the back of my mind It's making me blind We can hate We can hate each other We can be down then fuck one another We can hold it up, then set it on fire Life is sacrifice and you can be a martyr But it's more than I can stand When you're looking down on me Cause I can't live up to you and that makes me incomplete I never wanted anything more So I'll just say good-bye and watch you walk out the door I want to be I want to be all you want me to be I want to be I want to be all you think that you see Would you leave me here when nobody cares? Would you leave me leave me here when nobody cares? I tried really hard not to care at all Medicated myself Xanax, alcohol My admissions made me feel so small You can keep it all Your eyes inside the back of my mind Stars collide to see who outshines Your eyes inside the back of my mind It's making me blind I can change We can change for each other We can let go and accept one another We can tear it down to the ground and start over Life is compromise So if I let you down then I'll pick you up again In the end Suspend confidence in me to come through To be who I want to be and to do what I want to do Never turn my back on you I want to be I want to be all you want me to be I want to be I want to be all you think that you see Would you leave me here when nobody cares? Would you leave me leave me here when nobody cares? I want to be I want to be all you want me to be I want to be I want to be all you think that you see Would you leave me here when nobody cares? Would you leave me leave me here when nobody cares? I want to be I want to be all you want me to be I want to be I want to be all you think that you see Would you leave me here when nobody cares? Would you leave me leave me here when nobody cares?