AM I GETTING THROUGH(PART I&II)

Part 1: I am strong I am able I spill milk on your table Then I crawl like a baby Just to see if you save me I am sweet I am ugly I am mean if you love me I try hard just to please you When I say I don't need you I dress up with a conscience When I think you'll be watching I say all the right things I don't know what I mean Am I Am I Getting through Am I Am I Getting through I am ignorant and rude I am fashionably crude And sometimes when it's quiet I'm an angel in white When I pose in the mirror I want everyone near me I am scared that I'm weird I'm afraid I am queer I am lovely I am weak I am foul when I speak I am strange when I'm kind I am flying my mind Am I Am I Getting through Am I Am I Getting through (I don't care, I don't care) Jesus loves me I know For my mom told me so I'm a loser at love I'm a flower in the mud Am I Am I Getting through Am I Am I Getting through Am I Am I Getting through Part 2: I've got a purple Maserati And I'll drive you down I've got the questions to the answers 'Cause I've been around That's what they say That's what they say And when I find out who they are I'm gonna make 'em pay and pay and pay That's what they say That's what they say And when I find out who they are I'm gonna make 'em pay and pay and pay