WHAT I WANTED

I turned my head away Didn't wanna hear what you said You had changed your mind I showed up insecure But I thought you would be sure I guess I had a lost sight But at the end of my life On the bed of my life I'll know that my life was good At the end of my life On the bed of my life See I went after you like I should I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And I never really got it But it don't matter at all I guess it was a lot To ask for those things we'd lost I guess it was just a dream And time changes many things But my heart is still singing For you, I don't know why But at the end of my life On the bed of my life I'll know that my life was good At the end of my life On the bed of my life See I went after you like I should I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And I never really got it But it don't matter at all I thought I'd spend my last days Holding your hand Now how am I, since he's lying dead on the floor But at the end of my life On the bed of my life I'll know that my life was good At the end of my life On the bed of my life See I went after you like I should I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And I never really got it Everything else I lost it I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And it don't really matter It don't matter at all It don't matter at all