TRAPPED IN THE WAKE OF A DREAM

DO I DESERVE THESE BEATINGS? HATING ME, WELL THEM CUT, CUT THE NOOSE AND LET ME FALL AWAY I'M GROWING WEAK AND TIRED, OF YOU AND YOUR LITTLE SHOVING GAMES, FUCKING, PUSHING ME, YOU PULLED THE TRIGGER, TRAPPED IN THE WAKE OF YOUR... DREAM, YOU'RE ALL KILLERS, ALWAYS FUCKIN' PUSHING ME, INSULTING ME, I'VE OVERCOME, I HAVE FOUND THE STRENGTH OF GODS IN ME CRUSHING, ALL UNWILLING, THIS IS SO UN-STOPPABLE, HARD AS NAILS, HOOK THAT HOLDS, REACH DOWN AND FIND THE STRENGTH OF MANY IN YOU MY SANCTUARY CALLING MY NAME SO I RUN THROUGH, TO THE LIGHT, WEEPING THROUGH A CLOUD DARKENED, BY A TAINTED DREAM OF ME, BEING PUMMELED BY THE TIDE, CRUSHING, KILLING ME, BUT I CAN'T WAKE UP, TRAPPED IN THE WAKE OF A... DREAM, YOU'RE ALL KILLERS, ALWAYS FUCKIN' PUSHING ME, INSULTING ME, I'VE OVERCOME, I HAVE FOUND THE STRENGTH OF GODS IN ME CRUSHING, ALL UNWILLING, THIS IS SO UN-STOPPABLE, HARD AS NAILS, HOOK THAT HOLDS, REACH DOWN AND FIND THE STRENGTH OF MANY IN YOU CALL IT, CALL A TRUCE, I'M BELIEVING, IN IT MORE AND MORE COMFORT, PURGE THE TRUTH, I'LL BELIEVE IT, I'M SO WEAK AND SORE, SHADOWED, HIDE AND SEEK, BUT YOUR NEVER LOOKED, I WAIT BEHIND THE DOOR CALL OUT, BITE THE HAND, THAT IS FEEDING, COMPASSION NO MORE I HOPE I NEVER WAKE UP, DREAM SEWING, FILTERS, DISTORT REALITY OF WHAT IS MINE THROUGH LIGHT THIS MIND AWAKENS I DRAW THE LINE FROM THEN AND NOW, AWAKE AND DREAMING, FORGOTTEN PAST FUTURE BECOMES MINE. THROW THE CHAINS, ALL AWAY, TAKE CONTROL, OF YOUR LIFE, POWERS KNOWN, THIS IS MY, THROW THE CHAINS, ALL AWAY, TAKE CONTROL, OF YOUR LIFE, POWERS KNOWN, THIS IS MY, DREAM, YOU'RE ALL KILLERS, ALWAYS FUCKIN' PUSHING ME, INSULTING ME, I'VE OVERCOME, I HAVE FOUND THE STRENGTH OF GODS IN ME CRUSHING, ALL UNWILLING, THIS IS SO UN-STOPPABLE, HARD AS NAILS, HOOK THAT HOLDS, REACH DOWN AND FIND THE STRENGTH OF MANY IN YOU