SPECIAL/BLOWN IT

I'VE BLOWN IT IN EVERY SINGLE WAY SCREWED EVERY SINGLE CHANCE THAT CAME YOU'RE A SUPERSTAR IN WAITING FOR THE SILVER SCREEN THEN THE PRESSURE CAME SWEPT AWAY IN A TIDAL WAVE COULD BE ALL OF YOU, STILL AWAKE AT NOON BLEW MY CHANCES IN A TRAGIC FLURRY, WEEPING APATHY BUT ALL MY FOOD FROM THE B.P. STORE WHEN THE NIGHT KICKS IN I'M TURNING MY BACK ON EVERYONE I'VE BLOWN EVERYTHING I'VE EVER DONE I'VE FUCKED IT UP, SHOT MY LOAD SPEWED ONTO THE MOTORWAY SHOULDER I COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEBODY SPECIAL I'M NOT SUCH A TRAGIC WASTE OF SPACE I COULD BRING HAPPINESS TO PEOPLE JUST ONE MORE GREATEST HITS TOUR FOR THE DEVOTEES THE SAME OLD FACES CAME THEY LOVE THEIR SUMMER SPECTACULARS BY THE GRACE OF GOD COULD BE UP BY NOON I'M NOT A TRAGIC WASTER BUT I CAN'T STAY FOCUSSED FOR MY APATHY THEY COULD HAVE BOUGHT ME A BRAND NEW CAR AND A HOUSE IN FRANCE I'VE REALLY BLOWN IT NOW BLEW IT ALL AWAY ON A WHIM FUCKED IT UP, SHOT MY LOAD SPEWED ONTO THE MOTORWAY SHOULDER I COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEBODY SPECIAL SAT ON MY OWN FOR FAR TOO LONG THINGS SHOULD HAVE BEEN SO DIFFERENT NOW LIFE LOOKS SO CONFUSING THROUGH MY WINDOW BAY JUST TO SEE A FACE, I'M REALLY PLEASED WHEN THE GASMAN COMES COULD BE ALL OF YOU STILL AWAKE AT NOON BLEW MY CHANCES IN A TRAGIC FLURRY OF APATHY ALL MY FOOD FROM A B.P. STORE WHEN THE NIGHT KICKS IN I'VE REALLY BLOWN IT NOW BLEW IT ALL AWAY ON A WHIM BECAUSE FUCKED IT UP, SHOT MY LOAD SPEWED ONTO THE MOTORWAY SHOULDER I COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEBODY SPECIAL