Death Blooms

Cold seems crippling Lame meander through corridors Aroma's thick with agemark off the day Reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body don't want it don't want it Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into Maker take the body don't want it wants me Past has found its place Salvation is no more Will god accept my peace Bleached will pardon me Reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into Maker take the body don't want it wants me I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me, cocooned in misery I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time Receive me or cast me away God please take me away Resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities Justify my own right to what's waiting for me On the other side the time has come lock and load I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming home Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it Maker take the body don't want it wants me Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it Maker take the body don't want it wants me I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me...... cocooned in misery The darkness overcomes, soul soars to the other plain Existence past the door I sail through purgatories bay I asked a god for poison Cradle me sewn to my dreams Souls searching Death blossoms where clouds lie over me Held in gods hands death blooming. Dark for fear of failure, an inner gloom as wide as an eye And fermenting roiling hate Death grip in my vein Sun veiling rancid Petals flowering forth foul nectar The space between a blink and a tear Death blooms.