IN THE BACK OF MY MIND

I'm blessed with everything, a world To which a man can cling So happy at times that I break out in tears In the back of my mind I still have my fears I live my life for her Love her true, she knows I'm sure I make her happy just living so plain In the back of my mind I'm free of all chains I'd tried to run far away from the past I shouldn't try to keep on But they just keep comin' back to me I try to rationalize But someday I might be wise But things are just made the way they are I know it's so hard to find A girl who really understands your mind What will I do if I lose her It'll always be way in the back of my mind