Evaporated

What I've kept with me And what I've thrown away And where the hell I've ended up On this glary, random day Were the things I really cared about Just left along the way For being too pent up and proud Woke up way too late Feeling hung over and old And the sun was shining bright And I walked barefoot down the road Started thinking about my old man It seems that all men wanna get into a car and go anywhere Here I stand sad and free I can't cry and I can't see What I've done Oh God... what have I done So don't you know I'm numb, man No I can't feel a thing at all Cause it's all smiles and business these days And I'm indifferent to the loss I've faith that there's a soul somewhere That's leading me around I wonder if she knows which way is down Here I stand sad and free I can't cry and I can't see What I've done Oh God... what have I done I poured my heart out I poured my heart out It evaporated... See? Blind man on a canyon's edge Of a panoramic scene Or maybe I'm kite That's flying high and random Dangling on a string Or slumped over in a vacant room Head on a stranger's knee I'm sure back home They think I've lost my mind Here I stand sad and free I can't cry and I can't see What I've done Oh God... what have I done