Cessation

I never want to be I never want to be like you I wanna be myself But you make me out to be somebody else And I live in pain And I love the darkness of my mind Cos it makes me feel You know it makes me feel like I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive Far across the land Yeah far across the land they understand They understand the lies But nobody here wants to question why It's not what I need But if I cut myself I don't want to die But it makes me feel like I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm sick of being the crowd I'm sick of being the crowd It's up to me I'm not gonna crack But the demons inside Keep on coming back I've got to fight the fear I've got to know that how I feel is real I've got to speak my mind Cos it makes me feel like I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive I'm alive Oh I'm alive…