Hailie's Song

Yo I can't sing it I feel like singing. I want to fuckin' sing Cuz I'm happy yea' I'm happy I got my baby back Yo check it out Somedays I sit staring out the window Watchin' this world pass me by Sometimes I think there's nothin' to live for I almost break down and cry Sometimes I think I'm crazy I'm crazy, oh so crazy Why am I here, am I just wasting my time? But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leaning on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me My baby girl keeps getting older I watch her grow up with pride People make jokes cuz they don't understand me They just don't see my real side I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leaning on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me Man, If I could sing, I'd keep singin' this song to my daughter If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father to show her how I Feel about her, How proud I am that I got her God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mom didn't Now you probably get this picture from my public persona that I'm a pistol packin' drug addict Who bags on his mama. But I wanna to just take this time out to be perfectly honest, cuz There's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul. And just know that I grow colder the older I grow. This boulder on my shoulder that gets heavy and harder To hold, and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is breakin'. Should I Just give up or try to live up to these expectations? Now look, I love my daughter more Than life in itself, but I got a wife that's determined to make my life living hell But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt. So many chances, man, it's too bad Could have had someone else But the years that I've wasted is nothing to the tears that I've Tasted, so here's what I'm facin' 3 felonies, 6 years of probation I've went to jail for this women I've been to bat for this woman. I've taken bats to people's backs, bent over backwards for this woman Man, I should have seen it coming. What did I stick my penis up in? Wouldn't have ripped The pre-nup if I'da seen what she was fuckin' But fuck it, it's over, There's no more reason To cry no more. I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, (Hailie) So sayonara, try tommorra Nice to know ya Our baby's traveled back to the arms of her rightful owner. And suddenly it Seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted It's like the greatest gift you could get The weight has been lifted And now it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leaning on me Cuz my baby knows that her daddy the soldier Nothing can take her from me Woow! I told you, I can't sing... Oh well, I tried Hailie, remember when I said If you ever need anything, daddy would be right there? Guess what? Daddy's here, and I ain't goin nowhere, baby I love you