Back To Life

Body and mind are begging me to die My heart is racing sleeping with an open eye My words aren't coming out I feel like someone else I'm only talking to you to amuse myself In between cloudy dreams Intensity, building up In and out, constant doubt Who am I this time I wanna hide from taking sides No matter what I'm criticized 'Cause I'm dead to the world Turning cold without a fight Back to life I'm guided back to the smell of the fear The wounds bleed black something whispers in my ear ”Choke” - these tiny voices They broke my stream of choices They joke ”never say never” and I'm falling for it more than ever Lead the way, I give in No one wins, pressure's rising so fast I can't live my life in this wasteland (I won't last) I wanna hide from taking sides No matter what I'm criticized 'Cause I'm dead to the world Turning cold without a fight Back to life When nothing's right There's no exit signs tonight 'Cause I'm dead to the world That turns its back to mine Back to life They pull me down Dead hands of the past Underground the ground When we're livin' fast I must find a way to break out Vices, unforgiving I must find a way to break out This life's not for living Kill the past We won't last I wanna hide from taking sides No matter what I'm criticized 'Cause I'm dead to the world Turning cold without a fight Back to life When nothing's right There's no exit signs tonight 'Cause I'm dead to the world That turns its back to mine Back to life Back to life