SOMETHING I NEVER HAD

Do you see me Do you feel me like I feel you Call your number I cannot get through You don't hear me I don't understand When I reach out I don't find your hand Were they wasted words Did they mean a thing All this precious time But I still feel so in between Someday I just keep pretending You'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad I cant keep Something that I never had I keep telling myself Things can turn around with time And if I wait it out You could always change your mind Like a book I read Where it works out in the end Cant I close my eyes Have you lying here again Then I come back down Then I fade back in Then I realize Its just what might have been Someday I just keep pretending You'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad I cant keep Something that I never had Am I a shadow on your wall Am I anything at all Anything to you Am I a secret that you keep Do you dream me while you're sleeping after all Someday I just keep pretending You'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad I cant keep Something that I never had, that I never had I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad I cant keep Something that I never had Do you see me Do you feel me like I feel you