DISCONNECTED

Sleeping awake, and awake when I'm sleeping I've got a dry kind of thirst when drenched On sunny days all I can see is as shadow I'm not above being under I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty I always hide when it's my turn to seek My only belief is not to have faith in believing Before I begin I'm over Disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Disconnected Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm disconnected Quietly loud while noisily silent Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe Swimming against all of my waves and rapids I only win when I'm losing Disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Disconnected Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm disconnected I just wanna live my life sedated Cuz I love driving myself away Dysfunctionally sane don't give a damn I can't comprehend what I understand Disconnected Broken off again oh yeah And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Disconnected Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm disconnected