PRAYIN FOR HELP

Man I'm praying for help While I'm looking at the life I left It's kinda hard not to hate my self But quiet as kept Right or wrong this is the way I felt I might better off praying for death from my knees I knelt still trying to find a way to accept That there ain't no way that I can help nobody still I save myself technically I'm still a slave myself got to climb out the grave my self man I played my self But when I look at all the fans I touched I ask how could a man that done so much be treated so in just Cause I try to inspire the folks you want to condemn cause they sell dope well man show them the ropes be a father or a football coach A role model or a symbol of hope takes another approach instead of testifying Guessing we coke handcuffing them and closing the door So they can be worse than before can't you see they only do what they know Then you wonder why they don't care No more Life ain't fair I know But why I'm hated everywhere I go Next time you wanna compare my flow Just know im praying for help Asking somebody else to give me a hand I'm trying hard but I'm only a man I'm praying for help Hoping somebody else could see what I see It's like the hood only matters to me They got me praying for help Hoping somebody else could carry the torch I'm all alone with no kind of support While I was praying for help I'm all alone with no kind of support Realize I don't need no body else As long as god wit me I can do it myself I'm jus praying for help I know it's only 1 king 1 thing 1 being Only something I believe without seeing And with all my faith I play some how some way Regardless of what any1 say I believe 1 day that I'ma change my life Get right start living like Christ And at the end of my fight I'm be defending my stripes Till somebody come and shut off my lights I ain't never gon quite No matter how difficult it's gon get And u can bet what ever on this Im 4ever gon spit Harder than niggas hating on TIP You can take away placement on TIP Ill double my load Carry it as the trouble unfolds Hold yours and I bet I wont fold Put that on my soul If it takes till I'm 100 years old Bet I'm reaching every one of my goals Asking somebody else to give me a hand I'm trying hard but I'm only a man I'm praying for help Hoping somebody else could see what I see It's like the hood only matters to me They got me praying for help Hoping somebody else could carry the torch I'm all alone with no kind of support While I was praying for help I'm all alone with no kind of support Realize I don't need no body else As long as god wit me I can do it myself I'm jus praying for help There's so many time I been wishing I can change my mind Change my life and leave the game behind And there's so many days I done prayed I could find a way Find that heart and the time to say Only so many are blessed with so many chances so many checks So many fans so many and so many arrests And its so many deaths so many prisons With niggas in there And the system keeps playin them to the left Man there so many test so many haters love seeing you stressed But tribulations comes with being the best Still there so many reflects Singing about techs When they grin in distress Selling dreams never been in the jects That why I'm seen as a threat So many stripes off the streets on my vest So many rappers get so little respect No niggas waite on the shelf Cuz those were the card that a nigga was dealt Or the hard that a nigga done dealt So many niggas done left Out the hood and made a way for them selves Instead of giving back they stayed to them self So many playing they self In stead of reading educating they self The ones that don't even pray for them self got me praying for help Asking somebody else to give me a hand I'm trying hard but I'm only a man I'm praying for help Hoping somebody else could see what I see It's like the hood only matters to me They got me praying for help Hoping somebody else could carry the torch I'm all alone with no kind of support While I was praying for help I'm all alone with no kind of support Realize I don't need no body else As long as god wit me I can do it myself I'm jus praying for help