Straight Jacket

How many trips to the hospital does it take And visits from the doctor just to tell me it's ok You're not dying kid you need to stop breathing so heavily All those anxiety attacks will effect your longevity Apologies to my closest and those who had to dear with Me when I think I'm dying and going completely hysteric So after a whole weekend of freaking out at the clinic A psychiatrist diagnosed me as a paranoid skitzofrenik He prescribed medication and he told me take this twice a day Pills to set my mind straight seems like a small price to pay But that's life to day and it I feels like I'm leveled Though idle hands want me back at the workshop of the devil I paid my dues in this game and now I've got to console Somebody else so I can keep from going out of control So don't scorn me cause you don't know where I've been Or what category I fail into so let the story begin I've got a straight jacket on I've got to get it off I've got to take the control I'm taking over now I've got a straight jacket on I've got to get it off I've got to take the control I'm taking over now… So how many prescriptions and pills to calm me down Would you listen just once my mother sweets to pay your clowns How many despair moments how many appointments and affairs I ain't got cheers for you now just bad company here How many sleepless nights and all the fuss to keep me from the fall To a little deeper darker place then I was in before And I think I've seen the way out still I worry all the time That it might play out the way I said it would in my rhymes And I'm tired of learning lessons how can I predispose this Apply your methods on me and all your diagnoses Cause I keep falling a little further astray And it's tough to be alone and deserted these days I've got a straight jacket on I've got to get it off I've got to take the control I'm taking over now I've got a straight jacket on I've got to get it off I've got to take the control I'm taking over now… I walk around in frustration lace me down and that's it I'm lying face down in spaced the fuck out of my wits How hard can it get still I'm reluctant to try I watch the seasons change while time keeps passing me by I got these chains on my brains going out of this world and I Got this straight jacket on while time keeps passing me by I breath in I breath out something so heavy inside And I try to keep going but time keeps passing me by I've got a straight jacket on I've got to get it off I've got to take the control I'm taking over now I've got a straight jacket on I've got to get it off I've got to take the control I'm taking over now…