Laugh Til I Cry

Right from the start **** yeah You were the one even without a kiss You were so much fun Hurted me all the time but yet it felt so good Knock me down but my love still stood You didn't wanna hurt me but you did Couldn't see behind my back you spit Wrapped up in love I couldn't control it Guess now I see just what it meant I didn't know what real love was All the hits you gave should have been hugs I laughed til I cried I seem so happy on the outside How was I to know it at that time I was so busy laughing Now I'm crying And I can't deny some times were good I wouldn't save myself if I could Blind and naive I was a fool and lucky me I ran into you I ask you if you love me you say uh uh Wanna take me out? You say uh uh Still have a way of getting to me Hold me tight and I forget everything Still to this day I think of you You taught me how to see through the lies and get to the truth I laughed til I cried I seem so happy on the outside I lied I was so busy laughing now I'm crying The laughter keeps going And my heart's not showing its lies I wish I could show you How many times I cried The laughter keeps going And my heart's not showing its lies I wish I could show you How many times I cried…