I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING YOU

oh… i woke up today woke up wide awake in an empty bed staring at an empty room i have myself to blame for the state i'm in today and now dying doesn't seem so cruel and oh, i don't know what to say and i don't know anyway, anymore i hate myself for losing you i'm seeing it all so clear i hate myself for losing you what do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here you got what you deserved hope you're happy now 'cause every time i think of both of you it's killing me inside and now i dread each day knowing that i can't be saved from the loneliness of living without you and oh, i don't know what to not sure that i'll pull through i wish you knew i hate myself for losing you i'm seeing it all so clear i hate myself for losing you what do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here i hate myself for losing you and oh, i don't know what to not sure that i'll pull through i wish you knew, i wish you knew and oh, i don't know what to say and i don't know anyway, anymore no, no i hate myself for losing you i'm seeing it all so seeing it all so clear i hate myself for losing you what do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here what do you say, when everything you said is the reason why he left you in the end how do you cry when every day you said don't ever bring him back again i hate myself for loving you