Lost One featuring Chrisette Michele

I heard motherf*ckers saying they made HOV Made HOV say Ok so Make another HOV Ni**as wasn't Playing they day roles So we parted ways Like Ben and J-Lo Should of been did it But I been in a daze though I put friends over business End of the day though But when friends Business interest is they glow Ain't nothing left to say though I guess we forgot what we came for Should've stayed in food and beverage Too much flossing Too much Sam Raustien I ain't a bi*ch But I gotta divorce them Hov had to get that shallow sh*t Up off him I ain't even wanna be famous Ni**as is brainless To unnecessarily Go through these changes I don't even know How it came to this Except that fame is The worse drug known to man It's stronger than Heroin When you can look in the mirror Like there I am And still not see What you become I know I'm guilty of the two But not like them, you lost one… I don't think It's meant to be, B For she loves her work More then she does me And honestly at twenty-three I would probably Love my work More than I did she So we ain't we It's me and her Cuz what she prefers over me Is work And that's where we Defer So I have to give her free time Even if it hurts So breathe Mami It's deserved You've been put on this earth to be all you can be Like the Reserves And me My time in this army is served So I have to allow she Her time to serve The time's now for her In time she'll mature And maybe we can become we Again like we were Finally My time's too short to share And I ask her now it ain't fair But yeah she lost one… My nephew died In the car I bought So under the belief It's party my fault Close my eyes and squeeze Try to block that thought Place any burden on me But please not that Lord Time don't go back It goes forward Can't run from the pain Go towards it Some things can't be explained What caused it Such a beautiful soul So pure, sh*t! Gonna see you again I'm sure of it Until that time, little man I'm nauseous Your girlfriend's pregnant The Lord's gift Almost lost my faith The restored it It's like having your life Restarted Can't wait for your child's life To be a part of it So now I'm like a child Waiting for a gift To return When I lost you lost it…