Life of the Party

I don't wanna believe that it's over I don't wanna believe that it's over I gotta take my time on this one Oh babe... You might see me smiling but inside I'm dying Too proud to let it show I ain't the one you won't see me cryin' But it's hard to let you go All my time on a tour bus wasn't good for us And then before I know Started gettin' round with a few choice chicks But we had something special - plus the sex was sick Do you remember From the bed to the wall On the floor by the fireplace I know you remember In the truck couldn't wait So we got off on the garden state Somehow we must've got all turned around on love's freeway Now I can't find my way home to you Oh girl Still - I get love in the hood Still - actin' like my life is all good Still- puttin' up a falese bravado When I lost you I lost my winnin' ticket to lotto Still - every time I raise my glass I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be The life of the party But they don't see me Oh, I never thought that I'd the one to say this... Oh I can't take this emptiness And I can't keep goin' on like this And I can't keep pretendin' That this don't hurt like a motha baby I know that it's crazy for me to come over I had to see you I know I gotta change girl, I'll do that quick You need to take me back plus the sex was sick Do you remember From the bed to the wall On the floor by the fireplace I know you remember In the truck couldn't wait So we got off on the garden state Somehow we must've got all turned around on love's freeway Now I can't find my way home to you Oh girl Still - I get love in the hood Still - actin' like my life is all good Still- puttin' up a falese bravado When I lost you I lost my winnin' ticket to lotto Still - every time I raise my glass I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be The life of the party But they don't see me Oh baby oh Remember when we used to ride the bus Look at us girl, how we done came up Money, career, chicks and all of that I'd give it up just to have you back Cuz money's only paper girl And this house don't feel like home When I'm alone Whenever you see me baby remember Still - I get love in the hood Still - actin' like my life is all good Still- puttin' up a falese bravado When I lost you I lost my winnin' ticket to lotto Still - every time I raise my glass I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be The life of the party But they don't see me Still Y'all don't see You gon see what you see on TV This is my reality And you get you get to know me Every time I raise my glass I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be The life of the party But they don't see me.......