DIE FOR YOU

So yo, today ya birthday? Yeah, you sure, daddy, I don't think today ya birthday, then what you call me for? Oh, I don't know, I just called to see what you was doing. What you turn today? What you turn today, 19? No, I'm turning 10 daddy. Nah, you turn what 32, 32 you 32 today, you must been away for a long time. It feel like it, don't it? Yeah, yeah, but I miss you though, you miss me, yes very much, I just wish you could be here, word, yes, ok I'll be there soon aight, you gone be here tonight? No boo boo, I aint gone be there tonight. Oh oh oh… You, don't you know I'd die for ya. I live out my life for ya. I would die for. You, don't you know I'd die for you, I live out my life for ya. I would die for, you Hello Big Daddy. I remember Feb 27th, 1994 tryin to make it to the hospital thru 3inches of snow, somethings going wrong I can tell, but I don't know. I got this feeling in my gut this aint how its suppose to go. 3lbs, 2 oz and 2 months premature, I tell the incumbator is she gone make it, dey aint sure. Automatically I place the blame on my health, hell I'm her father man, I place the blame on myself. Was it something that I smoked, did I eat or drink it, or was it something I was doing, that I did or did I think it. Huh, watching her breathe thru a hose in her nose, whats this EKG machine, whats this shit on her toes. Its 94' , I'm 85 so I'm spooked as could be, come on, I'm praying and I'm asking why he do this to me. See, I used to hold you in the palm of my hands and just to see you pull thru, shit I knew you'd pull thru. You, don't you know I'd die for ya. I live out my life for ya. I would die for. You, don't you know I'd die for you, I live out my life for ya. I would die for, you. March 2, 1999. The year and the day, I got my lil mine. I guess I felt how my father felt and his father felt and his father must've felt to see his self. It's like a lil me in the flesh, he got my blood and my heart in his chest, needless to say man I love'em to death, Cj make disrespect me, I'm a love'em to death. Left to go out of town right after he was born, got a record deal 3 months later, daddy was gone. Its like I'm tryin to raise him over the phone, he barely know my face when he see it, but he know my tone. I'm up and I'm like do he know who his daddy is, I'm real close to sayin fuck to showbiz. But when I heard him call his daddy nah and when I heard him tell his friends I wanna be just like my daddy nah, I hope he forgives me for the sacrifice so he could have a better life then I had. You, don't you know I'd die for ya. I live out my life for ya. I would die for. You, don't you know I'd die for you, I live out my life for ya. I would die for, you You, don't you know I'd die for ya. I live out my life for ya. I would die for. You, don't you know I'd die for you, I live out my life for ya. I would die for, you