TALKIN'2 MYSELF FEAT.KOBE

Ayo, before I start this song, man, I just wanna thank everybody for bein' so patient, and bearin' with me over these last couple of years while I figure this shit out... Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' to myself no one seems to know my struggle, and everything I've come from can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself it feels like I'm goin' insane, am I the one whose crazy? Yeah, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa... So why in the world, do I feel so alone? Nobody but me, I'm on my own is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel? If there is, let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one. I went away I guess and opened up some lanes but there was no one who even knew I was goin' through, growin' pains hatred was flowin' through my veins, on the verge of goin' insane I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne it's like I was jealous of him ‘cause of the attention he was gettin' I felt horrible about myself, he was spittin' and I wasn't, anyone who was buzzin' back then could have got it almost went at Kanye too, God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic, thank God that I didn't do it I'da had my ass handed to me, and I knew it but Proof isn't here to see me through it I'm in the booth poppin' another pill tryin' to talk myself into it are you stupid? You're gon' start dissin' people for no reason? ‘Specially when you can't even write a decent punch line even? you're lyin' to yourself your slowly dyin' you're denyin' your health is declining with your self esteem, your crying out for help. Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' to myself no one seems to know my struggle, and everything I've come from can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself it feels like I'm goin' insane, am I the one whose crazy? So why in the world, do I feel so alone? Nobody but me, I'm on my own is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel? If there is, let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one. Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow all I know is I'm wallowin', self-loathin' and hollow bottoms up on the pill bottle maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow my sorrow echo's in this hall though (oh-oh-oo, whoa) but I must be talkin' to the wall though, I don't see nobody else I guess I keep talkin' to myself but all these other rappers suck is all that I know I've turned into a hater, I put up a false bravado but Marshall is not an egomaniac that's not his motto he's not a desperado he's desperate, his thoughts are bottled inside him, one foot on the break, one on the throttle fallin' asleep with writers block in the parkin' lot of McDonald's but instead of feelin' sorry for yourself do somethin' ‘bout it admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded you pouted long enough, it isn't them it's you you fuckin' baby quit worryin' about what they do and do Shady, I'm fuckin' goin' crazy. Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' to myself no one seems to know my struggle, and everything I've come from can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself it feels like I'm goin' insane, am I the one whose crazy? So why in the world, do I feel so alone? Nobody but me, I'm on my own is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel? If there is, let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one. So I picked myself off the ground and fuckin' swam ‘fore I drowned hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice, suffice this time around it's different, them last two albums didn't count Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushin' ‘em out I've come to make it up to you now no more fuckin' around I got something to prove to fans ‘cause I feel like I let ‘em down so please except my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know the new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no signs of slowin' up oh and I'm blowin' up all over my life is no longer a movie, but the show ain't over homos I'm back with a vengance, homie, Weezy keep ya' head up T.I. keep ya' head up, Kanye keep ya' head up don't let up just keep slayin' ‘em, rest in peace to DJ AM ‘cause I know what it's like, I struggle with this shit every single day and um... Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' to myself no one seems to know my struggle, and everything I've come from can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself it feels like I'm goin' insane, am I the one whose crazy? So why in the world, do I feel so alone? Nobody but me, I'm on my own is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel? If there is, let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one. So there it is... damn, it feels like I just woke up or something. I guess I just forgot who the fuck I was, man. Aye yo, and to anybody I thought about going at, it was never nothin' personal. It was jus' some shit I was going through. And to everybody else... I'm back!