Up And Gone

staring at the white above. can't tell if i'm alive or am i dead. or is it in my head? where'd i go wrong? staring at the white above one day i closed my eyes and here i am. a cold unhappy man. i've come to realize the life i have i hate. the pulse i need is slowly fading until i've lost it all. i've been waiting for an inspiration. for a chance i never got to take. before it's much too late. where'd i go wrong? where's the boy that used to run? could it be he's up and gone away? (he seems so far away.) he seems so far away. and all the things i could have done. could it be they've up and gone away? (they seem so far away.) they seem so far away. it feels as if the boy in me has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter imposter of myself. i must find the one that used to be. approach him slow don't be afraid to say, “can he come out and play?” where'd i go wrong? where's the boy that used to run? could it be he's up and gone away? (he seems so far away.) he seems so far away. and all the things i could have done. could it be they've up and gone away? (they seem so far away.) they seem so far away. staring at the white above. can't tell if i'm alive or am i dead. or is it in my head? where'd i go wrong? where's the boy that used to run? could it be he's up and gone away? (he seems so far away.) he seems so far away. (where'd i go wrong?) and all the things i could have done. could it be they've up and gone away? (they seem so far away.) they seem so far away. (where'd i go wrong?)