It Hurts

Damn, it hurts, sometimes I just cry, At times the pain's too much, I wanna die. But your love keeps me going strong inside. I'm a make y'all proud of me, watch me go worldwide. I spit fire hot flames like a dragon in pain. I sizzlle, I cook it up like hot cakes in the griddle. Since I was little, trying to be grown all on my own. Then just like Phyllis Hyman I was living alone. It hurted, me not here Dede she don't deserve it. With death I flirted, I called but death he ain't heard it. Then Kurt left before I even had a chance to meet him. In person what I would do just for a chance to see him. We could a played guitars together. Been rock stars together. Take a trip and travel from earth to mars together. Hit the bars, probably crash some cars. Disappear for a bit, till they find where we are. We are, I am sometimes really feeling alone. So I just sit in my room until the feeling is gone. I cry often, both Grandmas in a coffin. They left me alone, till he calling me home. Damn, it hurts, sometimes I just cry, At times the pain's too much, I wanna die. But your love keeps me going strong inside. I'm a make y'all proud of me, watch me go worldwide. I just wanna do something that a make my mom proud. Write home, send a picture sign it look at me now. Look at ya girl on top of the world, different places. Meeting different races, all different type of faces. Sending money home so she can go out and splurge. Satisfy wants and needs get her all that she deserve. Live it up, live it right while we here on this earth. Besides Bump till I give birth yo I'm putting her first. We could work in the yard together, go to the mall together. Or stay home watch tv and play cards together. Whatever, ask ya boss if I could come to work with ya. Sunday come around I'd even go to church with ya. We could hang together do all kind of things together. Do what we never got a chance to do together. Growing up I know I could have been a better child. I hope you see that I'm trying to make it better now. Damn, it hurts, sometimes I just cry, At times the pain's too much, I wanna die. But your love keeps me going strong inside. I'm a make y'all proud of me, watch me go worldwide. Damn Damn Damn