Forget To Remember

WHAT HAVE I DONE? WHERE HAVE I COME FROM? WHEN I BURNT THE BACKS WITH THE SUN THROUGH A GLASS DID I SEAL THE LOSS THAT'S BECOME ME? FEELING UNDONE, WHAT HAVE I BECOME? WHEN I TURNED MY BACK ON YOU I TURNED MY BACK ON MYSELF AND BECAME THIS MACHINE, THOUGHTLESSNESS, SELFISHNESS, HOPELESSNESS, ARROGANT I FEEL IT ON THE INSIDE, TWISTING AND CONTORTING, MEMORY HAS SHAPED ME ONCE AGAIN, STILL FEEL YOU ON THE INSIDE, BITING THROUGH AND STINGING, WILL I EVER FORGET TO REMEMBER? SHADOWS IN THE SUN, FILTER THROUGH US, STILL WRESTLE THE DEMONS THAT ARRESTED ME AS A CHILD, CONFESSION REJECTED, WE GROW UP, TO GIVE UP, PEOPLE STEP ON THE CRACKS FOR WOUNDS OWED PAID BACK THROUGH THE WORDS OF SURRENDER, EMPTINESS, LONELINESS, LISTLESSNESS, WORTHLESS I FEEL IT ON THE INSIDE, TWISTING AND CONTORTING, MEMORY HAS SHAPED ME ONCE AGAIN, STILL FEEL YOU ON THE INSIDE, BITING THROUGH AND STINGING, WILL I EVER FORGET TO REMEMBER? CAN YOU SAVE ME? FROM MYSELF, FROM THESE MEMORIES, CAN YOU SAVE ME? FROM MYSELF, FROM THESE MEMORIES, SURRENDER, TO THE SHADOWS, HAUNTING INSIDE, BLEED THROUGH YOU, SURRENDER TO THE SECRETS INSIDE, LIES WITHIN YOU, I FEEL IT ON THE INSIDE, TWISTING AND CONTORTING, MEMORY HAS SHAPED ME ONCE AGAIN, STILL FEEL YOU ON THE INSIDE, BITING THROUGH AND STINGING, WILL I EVER FORGET TO REMEMBER? CAN'T FEEL YOU ON THE INSIDE, SET DOWN THE BAG AND LEFT IT, LOST MEMORY HAS LEFT ME ONE AGAIN. OPEN UP THE INSIDE, ADMISSION FOR THE CLEANSING, NOW THAT I'VE FORGOTTEN TO REMEMBER. SURRENDER, TO THE SHADOWS, HAUNTING INISIDE, BLEED THROUGH YOU,