If I Die

if I die if I die, is that enough to make you cry? sometimes I see a black fog in my room it maybe just an illusion, but it reminds me of tombs it's hard to take the blame, say the fault is yours, isn't it? (it's Friday night) once in a while I should decide to ease up a little bit but I'm afraid to fade away, I'd rather be vanished it's my punishment for mistakes I've made if I die if I die, is that enough to make you cry? excuse my silly question, because this is the last time world still turns without me, world still turns around world still turns without me even if I die, if I die being an emotionless person is the same as suicide I don't know what's the purpose of life how breathing dirty air differs from choking I'm not crazy, baby I'm not joking if I die if I die, is that enough to make you cry? excuse my silly question, because this is the last time can you hear me? I'm just a weed in the forest I know she wants me to be honest if I show you the devil in me then would you have a reason to believe again? “I couldn't even be your rain cover” “all I need from you is to walk together” “why couldn't we listen to one another?” I'm afraid to fade away, I'd rather be vanished it's my punishment for mistakes I've made if I die if I die, is that enough to make you cry? excuse my silly question, because this is the last time world still turns without me, world still turns around world still turns without me even if I die, if I die