Again

I haven't been myself lately, I don't blame you for not wanting to stay. Saying things that I don't mean, Not meaning what I say. When it's good, it's so good, When it's bad, it's SO BAD. ”Maybe I REALLY have gone mad!” What am I supposed to say, when I end up driving everyone away? Cause, I am on fire, A crying, burning liar, Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself, And I'm the one with the lighter Every inch of me is charred. God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart, again, again And you're never coming back, And I'm not okay with that, and I should've never let myself get attached, again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again What's done is done, And nothing's gonna change. I should be moving on, But I still feel the same. And it's like every day is a fight for my life to get some self control, And when you've forgotten who I am, it just feels, it just feels.... I'm nobody at all. I lost myself hitting the ground, I tried to scream and made no sound. I should have known, It was no use to try and run from the cycle of abuse, the cycle of abuse I am on fire, A crying, burning liar, Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself, And I'm the one with the lighter Every inch of me is charred, God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart, again, again And you're never coming back, And I'm not okay with that, and I should've never let myself get Every inch of me is charred, God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart, again, again And you're never coming back, And I'm not okay with that, and I should've never let myself get attached, again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again again, again