bloom

I thought a new day would come, believed hope would save me. Wanted to live in peace and not question anyone's mind. That hope crumbled with a thud. In the face of death, changed way of life. So don't need to be afraid. Think only of finding a way. No crying. Tell me how the fact. Blind to heart's shadows? I can only turn away by laughing and fooling around. Will that urging within me grow bigger someday? This wasn't magic as I knew it. I check my scars every time I wake up from sleep. That morning was a world I didn't know, yet I knew what to do. It took me a while to realize. That the choice made was a foolish right one. So I lost sense of right. It wasn't supposed to be like this. Tell me how the truth. I just can't lose hope. I don't want your kindness to end up meaningless. Will this urging within me grow bigger someday? This wasn't magic as I knew it. I hear the clock tick tock. Where is the ending you desired. I'll look for it. By whatever means necessary. Tell me how the fact. Blind to heart's shadows? I don't want your kindness to end up meaningless. I'll tell as many lies as need to. I'm not afraid. Is this the magic? I've just found hope. I'm trying to save you. Forgive me even if it's in a way that's cruel to you. Now I'll let your heart bloom. Don't be afraid. Try closing your eyes. I'll always be with you.