OTHERSIDE

I've been waitin' wide awake For the waves to come and take Take me right to you One hundred bottles of the good shit Couldn't even bring you back What am I to do Feel like I'm circling the drain All I see is the remains Of an ugly truth One hundred models I could follow All the way to hell and back But they can't replace you I was puttin' on for you like a jersey What I didn't know then couldn't hurt me Never though, that you'd go and do me dirty Left me in the cold but on the inside I was burning That's just the way it goes Wish that I could have control Everybody dies alone And I ain't dead yet Say my prayers But I lost faith a long, time ago Dream nightmares Guess we're getting used to losing hope I don't even wonder why You don't answer When I call your name Are you on the other side Will you save us Or will you run away I'm still waitin' wide awake For the waves to come and take Take me right to you One hundred vials of denial I know they won't bring you back What am I to do You're my alibi and motive When I'm lying' to myself What an ugly truth We're no stranger to the flame We will never be the same If we make it through My back is up against the wall But I used to feel invincible Yeah it was us against the world But somehow someway the tables turned I remember back then Played my cards but you were my best hand Still you keep me guessin' Wonder if I'll ever get the message Say my prayers But I lost faith a long, time ago Dream nightmares Guess we're getting used to losing hope I don't even wonder why You don't answer When I call your name Are you on the other side Will you save us Or will you run away