wish you were gay

baby i don't feel so good 6 words you never understood “i'll never let you go” 5 words you never say i laugh alone like nothing's wrong 4 days has never felt so long if 3's a crowd and 2 was us 1 slipped away i just wanna make you feel okay but all you do is look the other way i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay i just kinda wish you were gay is there a reason we're not through? is there a 12 step just for you? our conversation's all in blue 11 “hey”s 10 fingers tearing out my hair 9 times you never made it there i 8 alone at 7 you were 6 minutes away how am i supposed to make you feel okay when all you do is walk the other way i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay i just kinda wish you were gay to spare my pride to give your lack of interest an explanation don't say i'm not your type just say that i'm not your preferred sexual orientation i'm so selfish but you make me feel helpless and i can't stand another day stand another day i just wanna make you feel okay but all you do is look the other way i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay i just kinda wish you were gay i just kinda wish you were gay i just kinda wish you were gay