This is how I feel

8 am like any other days Get up from my bed ready to quit my life But there's something I gotta do To make the world a better place It's hard to live by myself But I have no time to care for someone else But I want someone So I can share my life and happiness I'm another sad and lonely life on earth I wish I could change myself Make more friends and love this life But in reality I'm vulnerable What I see is my ugly imperfections I wanna be hot or cold not in between I wanna say what I wanna say withhold nothing I wanna go live my life you can't stop me I just wanted you to know This is how I feel Shame and tears were my only friends Until you came and touched my heart How did you see someone invisible How are you still holding my hand I wish I could change myself But you tell me to trust in you And I still see my ugly imperfections But now I see is more of you and less of me I wanna be hot or cold not in between I wanna say what I wanna say withhold nothing I wanna go live my life you can't stop me I just wanted you to know This is how I feel All the world is changing They say it's just the beginning Surging over me like an angry ocean wave I get behind the line again To get my life back again This is my life This is how I feel I wanna be hot or cold not in between I wanna say what I wanna say withhold nothing I wanna go live my life you can stay with me I just wanted you to know This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel