in my hands

Don't wanna do this Don't wanna do that, too That's how I lived my life Oh oh And now I think I'm Making a huge mistake I'm gonna hurt you It's gonna hurt me, too That's how I see the world And if you think it's Too hard to bear I'll be on my way I know I should say Something nice Face to face If I fail Are you gonna judge me? I look in the mirror All I see's a shell Buried in the sand I'm ready to leave it all behind The future is in my hands yeah I played my games The way I wanted and I always climbed the stairs yeah Although I wish I had somebody to stand by me I know I should show How I feel But I'm still Afraid to know the truth about me I look in the mirror All I see's a girl Lost in the sea of greed I'm ready to leave it all behind The future is in my hands yeah Put it on my name I will take the blame I promise to be strong I know I can change All I need's in my hands I really think I do There's no looking back I look in the mirror All I see's a shell Buried in the sand I'm ready to leave it all behind The future is in my hands I look in the mirror All I see's a girl Lost in the sea of greed I'm ready to leave it all behind The future is in my hands yeah