I'm Not Missing You

Been through just about everything that I can go through when it comes to relationships Don't know what I was missin' or why I ain't listen when I told myself that was it Now here I go hurt again cuz of my curiosity Now that it's over what else could it be He decides to cheat I made a promise never to settle, why didn't I keep it Cuz I hated the heartbreak cryin' and cheatin' the foolin' around But I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions waiting and the hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open but I must be goin' because I got life to do I know I'm usually hangin' on, I used to hate to see you gone But this time it's different, I don't even feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you It's a shame in a way cuz I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him is he right in front of my face or will my true love ever be Why would I go on a search again when I know what the end will be What good is love when it keeps on hurtin' me I made a promise never to settle, why didn't I keep it Cuz I hated the heartbreak cryin' and cheatin' the foolin' around But I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions waiting and the hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open but I must be goin' because I got life to do I know I'm usually hangin' on, I used to hate to see you gone But this time it's different, I don't even feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions waiting and the hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open but I must be goin' because I got life to do I know I'm usually hangin' on, I used to hate to see you gone But this time it's different, I don't even feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you I can't be with you cuz I'm scared Used to feel like I was fallin' when you left me I can't keep goin' through life unaware of what I'm missing Or the person I should be Love is good when it's right bad when it's left In your memory all the time it lets you down I guess love would be nice for someone else's life But I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions waiting and the hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open but I must be goin' because I got life to do I know I'm usually hangin' on, I used to hate to see you gone different, feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions waiting and the hoping you call me You might have had me open but I must be goin' because I know I'm usually hangin' on, I used to hate to see you gone different, feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you I'm not missing I'm not missing you