Male Fantasy

Home alone Trying not to eat Distract myself with pornography I hate the way She looks at me I can't stand the dialogue She would never be That satisfied it's a male fantasy I'm going back To therapy ‘Cause I loved you then And I love you now And I don't know how Guess it's hard to know When nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright convince myself I hate you I got a call From a girl I used to know We were inseparable years ago Thought we'd get along But it wasn't so And it's all I think about When I'm behind the wheel I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel But nothing lasts I know the deal But I loved you then And I love you now And I don't know how Guess it's hard to know When nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright convince myself I hate you Can't get over you No matter what I do I know I should but I could never hate you