WAITING FOR THE END

This is not the end this is not the beginning Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision But you listen through the tone and the violent rhythm and Though the words sound steady something empty's within em We say yeah/ with fists flying up in the air Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and fear Until we dead it/ forget it/ let it all disappear Waiting for the end to come/wishing I had strength to stand This was not what I had planned It's out of my control Flying at the speed of light/thoughts were spinning in my head So many things were left unsaid It's hard to let you go I know what it takes to move on I know how it feels to lie All I want to do is trade this life for something new Holding on to what I haven't got Sitting in an empty room/ Trying to forget the past This was never meant to last I wish it wasn't so I know what it takes to move on I know how it feels to lie All I want to do is trade this life for something new Holding on to what I haven't got What was left when that fire was gone I thought it felt right but that right was wrong All caught up in the eye of the storm And trying to figure out what it's like moving on I don't even know what kind of things I said My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead so Picking up pieces now where to begin The hardest part of ending is starting again All I want to do is trade this life for something new Holding on to what I haven't got This is not the end this is not the beginning Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision But you listen through the tone and the violent rhythm and Though the words sound steady something empty's within em We say yeah/ with fists flying up in the air Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and fear Until we dead it/ forget it/ let it all disappear