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I apologize I often womanized Took for my child to be born To see through a woman's eyes Took for these natural twins To believe in miracles Took me too long for this song I don't deserve you I harassed you out in Paris Please come back to Rome You make it home We talked for hours When you were on tour Please pick up the phone Pick up the phone I said don't embarrass me Instead of be mine That was my proposal for us to go steady That was your 21st birthday You matured faster than me I wasn't ready So I apologize I seen the innocence Leave your eyes I still mourn it's death and I apologize For all the stillborns Cause I wasn't present your body wouldn't accept it I apologize to All the women Whom I toyed your emotions Cause I was emotionless and I apologize Cause at your best You are love And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about Your eyes leave with the soul That your body once housed And you stare blankly into space Thinking about all the time you wasted it On all this basic shit so I apologize I apologize Our love was One for the ages and I contained us of All this ratchet shit We more expansive not Meant to cry and die Alone in these mansions or Sleep with our back turned We supposed to Vaca till our backs burn We're supposed to Laugh till our heart stops And then meet In a space where the dark stop Let love light the way But like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face I never wanted another women To know something about me That you didn't know I promise I cried I couldn't hold I suck at love I think I need a do over I will be emotionally available Before I invited you over I stew over What if You over my shit And if my children knew I don't even know what I would do If they ain't look at me the same I would probably die with all the shame You did what with who What good is a menage a trois When you have a soulmate You risked that for Blue If I wasn't a superhero in your face My heart breaks for the day I have to Explain my mistakes And the mask goes away And Santa Claus is fake And you go online and see For Blue's tooth The tooth fairy didn't pay