Drifting Soul

Among the mist I see a stretching path, reaches out so far, beyond what I can see How far would I be walking ‘til I reach the end, the end of the path that's to be seen? I would keep thinking and questioning to myself why do I have to walk this path, oh why? I can't seem to find the real meaning to this path that I take, fate to accept, and my goal seems so far away So tell me why I'm here and what's the reason I am here today If I recall it was you, you wish that I would stay No matter how much wind will blow against me I will keep on, oh oh I will keep moving on, to find the answer to I'm lost in search for you I'm tired from the constant carry on shouting that I can't I see away ahead The words would fill the mist so gently in the air, and it melts as time just passes by When I look back there is no trace of my path I cannot find my way to the past And it's just too late, time has elapsed there's only now that goes on here on out, my eyes see ahead So tell me why I'm here and what's the reason I am here today If I recall it was you, you wish that I would stay No matter how much wind will blow against me I will keep on, oh oh I will keep moving on, to find the answer to I'm lost in search for you When you stop and look ahead and face up to the blue above The Jacob's ladder will come down and check me up If I could climb up to the top, would you be waiting at the top? Will this mean, I search no more? I'll try and reach for the ladder that's there Far away the distance I hear the voices Was this what I've expected don't even know, oh oh Is this the real me I've longed for, wish that was the case I know I'll let go the ladder that's there I will start walking from this point on... I'm not here at all, I don't exist here at all I gotta search for me I wish that I find myself soon I need to find myself, myself