AT THE DOOR

I can't escape it Never gonna make it Out of this in time I guess that's just fine I'm not there quite yet My thoughts- such a mess Like a little boy What you running for? Run at the door Anyone home? Have I lost it all? Struck me like a chord I'm an ugly boy Holding out the knife Lonely afterlife You begged me not to go Sinking like a stone Use me like an oar Get yourself to shore Bang at the door Anyone home? That's just what they do Right in front of you Like a cannonball Slamming through the wall In their face I saw What they're fighting for Can't escape it Never gonna make it Till the end I guess Struck me like a chord I'm an ugly boy Holding out the knife Lonely afterlife Banging on the door I don't wanna know Sinking like a stone So use me like an oar Hard to fight what I can't see Not trying to build no dynasty I can see beyond this world But we've lost this game So many times before