Memories

It's been a couple months That's just about enough time For me to stop crying When I look at all the pictures Now I kinda smile I haven't felt that in a while... It's late, I hear the doorbell ringing And it's pouring I open up that door See your brown eyes at the entrance You just wanna talk And I can't turn away a wet dog But please don't ruin this for me Please don't make it harder than it already is I'm trying to get over this I wish that you would stay in my memories But you show up today just to ruin things I wanna put you in the past Cuz I'm traumatized But you're not letting me do that Cuz tonight You're all drunk in my kitchen Curled in the fetal position Too busy playing the victim To be listening to me when I say I wish that you would stay in my memories In my memories Stay in my memories Now I can't say goodbye If you stay here the whole night You see It's hard to find an end To something that you keep beginning Over and over again I promise that the ending always stays the same So there's no good reason In make believing That we could ever exist again I can't be your friend I can't be your lover I can't be the reason we hold back each other From falling in love, with somebody other than me I wish that you would stay in my memories But you show up today just to ruin things I wanna put you in the past Cuz I'm traumatized But you're not letting me do that Cuz tonight You're all drunk in my kitchen Curled in the fetal position Too busy playing the victim To be listening to me when I say I wish that you would stay in my memories In my memories Stay in my memories Since you came I guess I'll let you stay For as long as it takes To grab your books and your coat And that one good cologne That you bought when we were fighting Cuz it's still on my clothes Everything that I own And it makes me feel like crying I was barely just surviving I wish that you would stay in my memories But you show up today just to ruin things I wanna put you in the past Cuz I'm traumatized But you're not letting me do that Cuz tonight You're all drunk in my kitchen Curled in the fetal position Too busy playing the victim To be listening to me When I say I wish that you would Stay in my memories In my memories Stay in my memories... (sigh...)