I'm Not OK

My last smile was a while ago I can show you my fears and how wild I go I got tattoo tears on my mind I know That they're really my favorite Everything's changing Nothing stays the same, but the heart break Hole in my chest, can't see it but it's heart-shaped baby Pour pain in a champagne glass Seat belt for my feelings, cause I know it won't last with you I'm not ok Excuse the screaming. I just thought you needed to know I'm not ok Don't you worry, I've got everything in control I'm not ok I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect And that's ok I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say I'm not ok Ten miles down a winding road Tin-roof raindrops that remind me of you Fourteen karat solid gold teardrops in my coffee Look at what you cost me And I would leave it all in a heartbeat Found the lighter that you left in the car seat (Yeah yeah) I'mma set fire to the whole thing But it wouldn't do much cause I won't be over you I'm not ok Excuse the screaming. I just thought you needed to know I'm not ok Don't you worry, I've got everything in control I'm not ok I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect And that's ok I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say (Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) I'm not ok (Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) I'm not ok... (Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) I'm not ok (Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) I'm not ok Excuse the screaming. I just thought you needed to know I'm not ok Don't you worry, I've got everything in control I'm not ok I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect And that's ok I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say